Alia's Stories

Jodoh

2012-01-19T05:27:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum:)

so here,
hehe.credits to Athirah Badrulsham;batchmate GL,teammate krs haha :D
taken from her status haha

‎"Kalau kita sukakan seseorang, jangan beritahu si dia. Nanti Allah kurangkan rasa cinta padanya dan Allah takkan bagi. Tapi luahkan pada Allah, beritahulah Allah. Allah Maha Tahu jodoh kita siapa."

fkir fkirkn :)

till then <3

License

2012-01-18T08:35:00.001-08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Okay.my last driving class,i did well *clapclap* :P
haha.well i manage to focus in driving
evrthing starts with Bismillah.insyAllah in all u do,there'll be barakah :)
last class we focus more on the bukit pnye part.err the car trun bukit sekali je kott.hehe *clapclap* lg haha ;) sronokk
next class will be tomorrow at 10am.tktau la time tu ngntok ke tk since i always sleep late at night
hopefully everything will be alright.hee
we'll do the parking part tomorrow.yeayy.jgn langgar tianggg sudaah :P

till then <3

Touched :')

2012-01-17T21:52:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Ya Allah,i was touched.by the sayings she posted in her blog
okay,so here.the truth is that i've been in dilemma for years and years
how i wish i had a man (bf) to be by my side.but the fact,I always have Allah swt there by my side.every second and every minute.no doubt
ya Allah,brtahun tahun mnunggu seorg lelaki yg aku kira dpt mmbntu sdgkn bila dfikrkn hanya mmbebankn
klau tgk bdk2 brcinta skrng,slalu marah2 sedih2.hnye untuk bnde yg dh tentu2 haram
ya Allah.bila dfkirkn semula.betapa aku brsyukur aku tdk prnah berada dlm tgn seorang lelaki yg haram buatku
insyallah.kini aku sedar betapa Dia sentiasa di sisi ku.kerana itu aku masih terjaga olehNya
kdg2 rse lifeless.kdg2 rse hidup yg aku jalani ini tdk adil.sdgkn,Tuhan sentiasa menyayangi kita
if there's anyone out there that feels they have made the bad choice,then let us find back our way together
"Though life is hard, Allah is always there to strengthen you"
ya Allah,mudah2han antara kita tdk akan ade yg trjerumus dlm hubungan yg haram
doaku,mudah mudahan kita dilindungi olehNya :')

"pelihara diri untuk bakal suamimu. korang nak ke dapat bekas2 orang? kalau korang pun bekas orang, tak mustahil suami pun bekas orang jugak" - http://myraluvherlife.blogspot.com/

insyAllah

Let's Just Say..Strong Bonds :)

2012-01-17T08:57:00.001-08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

hmm.Bonds; well we learnt that in Chemistry ;)
somehow,i lovee that chapter
hee

andd maybe,i have such strong bonds with my friends
since they had strong instinct about me.awww :P
first was by bha
while talking to the phone,suddenly she came out talking about holiday
and guess what,without any hesitation in her voice she was right about where im going during this coming hols =='
tk sngke muahaha
next,this was really touching haha
i asked aida about how i really cant stop my mind thinking about this one guy
its normal right,for a teenager.but how i hope this feeling wont let me be astray from Him
then i let her guess who's tht guy
with just a guess,she was right -_-'
damn,i felt like my brain,my thoughts,my soul were hacked by these hackers (Bha Aida)
haha :)
and i made a promise,to treat her the icecream frm mcD.ngehh,nnti klau kte jmpe eh aidaa ;)

hee till then<3

Let's Think

2012-01-16T20:50:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum

"Consider for a moment
Satan's error.
He didn't refuse to believe in Allah.
He simply refused to make one sujood.
How many sujood's do we refuse to make."

Let us take note.And how this simple quote could be so powerful just when we think about it.Astaghfirullah

Princess 27th

2012-01-16T02:29:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Ohh.haha.I actually had realized something last time.but didn't have the time to post it here haha
Actually my name; Alia Amirah,
where Alia means Tertinggi && Amirah means Princess
therefore kire nye blh anggap cm Princess trtiggi ahh :P

ok.tht's not the only thing tht i want to share.
but the fact that since im younggg,i have always love the word "princess"
is not that im being obsessed to be a princess nor im imagining im a princess
but i just like it,the word princess :)
pstu dulu,tk prnh kesah mksud nme.then suddenly one time,I went online to check
and what i got was amira;princess :D
haha so slame ni mmg ade instinct kuat lah about my name kott
like seriously.even email; princess_pinky27 -_-"
i know its kinda lame.mayb ade yg trtnye tnye "why pinky?" so its because i WAS addicted to pink haha
"why 27?",well its my fav num :)

haha so alang2 dh msuk psl no27 ni hee :P
i got something to share
dlu2 kn,when i was new in my school and my class,
there was this time when sume org kne isi borg rocall(?) haha mcm mne nk eja?==' borg ni kne isi bfore blk cuti lme slalunye
and then,people in my class (4B) were choosing their numbers dlm borg tu,like their fav ones.so I chose mine also.i chose 27 ofcourse ;)
tbe2 "spe alia amirah?"....*silent*..."spe yg gne num 27?spe yg mnat num 27 ni?"
amek kaww.bdk bru bhaii haha so mest cuak kn.so cm "ouh aku aku" -_-
lpstu suara itu kembali, "no 27 tu aku pnye eh.lps ni jgn gune" *speechless* doe haha
rse nk sepukk pn ade gk dlu dkt sorg kwn aku ni
tp tu crite lme.cite zmn bru2 msuk
bile dh lme dkt skola tu.wohoo,kasih syg mencurah curah :P HAHA

hee.till then <3

Ayat-Ayat Cinta ;)

2012-01-13T08:53:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hee
suddenly mood kahwin dtg haha.so mcm nk post something about kaum adam & hawa :)

From Dr. Sherif Mohammed on Selection of a partner :) ;

"The choice of a partner should be the one with the most "Taqwa" (piety). The Prophet recommended suitors see each other before going through with marriage. It is unreasonable for two people to be thrown together and be expected to relate and be intimate when they know nothing of each other. The couple is permitted to look at each other with a critical eye and not a desireful one. This ruling does not contradict the Ayah which says that believing men and women should lower their gaze.

- The couple, however is not permitted to be alone in a closed room or to go out together alone. As the hadith says "When a man and a woman are together alone, there is a third presence i.e. shaitan.

- There is no dating or living in defacto relationships with each other before they commit to each other seriously. There is to be no physical relationship before marriage. The romantic notions that young people often have, have proven in most cases to be unrealistic and harmful to those involved. We only have to look at the alarming divorce rates to understand this point. e.g. the couple know each other for years, are intimate, live together and so on yet somehow this does not guarantee the success of the future marriage. "Romance" often dies out very quickly when we have to deal with the real world. Unrealistic expectations often contributes to problems within relationships. It is better to focus on compatability of the couple and critical evaluation than solely physical attraction."

Life After Spm

2012-01-13T08:26:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum :P

hee okayy.since spm ended,i have not done anything much
just sitting home,and all i did;eatt,eat,watching tv,online-ing,sleep,eat :)
so what do u expect?yesss,i gain weight =='
haha.omg,i was sad.likee really really sad
bcause i wouldn't want to be back to the old me.and hating myself?
no.likee never insyallah
therefore,i made up my mind to start living healthy
i jog in the morning.and control my eating habit.ya Allah,ssh je hanya Dia yg tahu :)
but no pain no gain righttt?hee
bkn nk gain weight -_- tp nk gain something that will motivate me through my whole life

nextt,driving class
hehe.kne marahh lg
haihh,the first few minutes during my 2nd class,my instructor was in a good mood.andd i did okay.well not bad fr someone that never had experience in driving a car :P
but when we started to be on the road,hbess sume lupe.haha jln die pn lupe
then,die start lahh.mengeluh sume.and I was there driving the car while whispering to myself "sabar alia.sabar" haha damn.tlg lahh lps ni tknk kne marah lg.duhh

besides that,
my mom asked me to help her.means i need to work with her
hehe.i am excited to be employed by my mother
but the thing is,my mom is really tegas(dlm eng ape eh?lupe haha mklum,lme dh klua skola -_-)
so im a bit worry.hee tkot.wjeb ah :D
tkpe tkpe,i'll try :P

okayy.till then

Reality.

2012-01-12T08:54:00.000-08:00

Don’t look at expressions on faces. Don’t listen to what is said with tongues. Don’t let tears sway you. They are all but products of human skin. It changes everyday. Look instead for what is under the skin. Not the heart either, as it also fluctuates, nor the mind, as it changes its point of view whenever it changes its perspective. Moreover, the mind may accept at present what it denied in the past. Even scientists change their theories.

No, my son! If you want to understand a human, look at his or her action in a moment of free choice. Just then you will get very surprised as you may see a saint prostituting, and a whore praying! You may find a physician drinking poison, and you may get shocked by your friend stabbing your back, while your enemy saving you! You may see a servant who acts as noble as a master, and a master acts as despicable as the lowest servant! You may see kings taking bribes and wretches giving charity.

Look at man when there is no fear to stop him; when caution sleeps, desire gets satisfied and barriers fall. Just then you can see man’s reality: walking on four legs like an animal, or flying like an angel, or creeping like a snake, or eating mud like worms.

Dr. Mustapha Mahmoud

Translated by: Amany Elmorshidy

It makes sense:) And i think this is something for me to share.A reminder for all of us:)

How many friends have you got?

2012-01-12T08:46:00.000-08:00

Ali Ibn Abi-Talib (RA) was asked,
‘How many friends have you got?”

He replied,
“I do not know right now because life has not turned its back on me yet, and all people are my friends. I can only know my true friends when life turns its back on me. That is because the best friends are those who come to support you when life turns its back on you.”

Good Afternoon

2012-01-05T20:20:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum ;)

as i was looking and reading people's blog,i feel like i want to make an improvement to my blog HAHA
lawaa sgtt blog-blog diorg ohhh :D
heee

nway,yestrday was my first time driving on the road.woww :P
blh tahan ah.even though the engine stopped like 4 times i think ;)
still i lovee it.it's like my dream to be driving a car u know
my instructor was like so gentle with me during the first 1 hour.and then,when i think he felt irritated since it was my first time and I made the same mistakes over and over again,he was like making sound 'haih','hmm' -_-
but nahh,I don't blame him nor I hate him
I had fun though.because I manage to get to this stage.and somehow i believe I'll get that freaking driving license soon insyallah :)

hello

2011-12-30T15:34:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum:)

it has been months since the day SPM ended :P
nothing much.just on my way to get my driving license
ohh and yeah,i failed -,- 41?its like 1 more mark to pass.ya Allah
but nvm,redha je lah :) retest should be nxt week on 2nd January 2012
yeahh,its gonna be a new year,2012.so hello 2012! :D
insyallah i'll make this new year enlighten me to be better hee
still trying my hardest to make full use of my life.and not feeling like a useless person =='

till then:) <3

Bittersweet

2011-12-20T09:08:00.000-08:00

too many things in my mind tht i really want to share
nway,im in an emo state right now haha
but yeahh,i just read someone's blog
okay,i really am jealous with her right now

sometimes i really feel like i think too much.i dont really enjoy myself in the present.alwys think about the past,regretting the mistakes i've made.thinking about the future,expecting tht i can make myself be in a better place tomorrow when actually by thinking all these things too much,i realize tht i missed so many things.when i read this girl's blog,i really wish i could have those bittersweet moments at school.my dad & my brother alwys said "zaman2 sekolah la plg best",and i denied it saying "college will be better".haha but that's how it'll be.since my school days were not really the best.but the last few months bfore school ended for me,i thank God tht so many things gone good.i also thank God,friends were there fr me :)
<3 aisyah mardhiah.aida suryani.amalina ferdaus.fatin.shiro.syud.shikin.ili.lili.rohey.hanis.azlynn.zaty.fasz.qila.wfqa.aman
rmai lh.but they are all my friends tht will alwys be in my heart.ceh cehh hehe ;) sygg merekaa kottt hee <3<3

Choice and Forgiveness

2011-11-25T19:28:00.001-08:00

wow.its spm.and still sitting for it.during this chaos of spm,something happened.it isnt that baddd but it will be something tht i'll be remembering.it starts when me myself really isnt sure about wht i do need and what really bothers me.i could tell tht i still cant manage to understand myself.the needs.i just cant be bothered.first thing tht i can realize is tht i need to be alone most of the times.but like wht my sister said,sometimes one would need a time alone,but not lonely.u see.even im surrounded by people in the school tht really do make me laugh,sometimes those happy times i do feel lonely.going back home,sitting on my own bed,looking at those faces though they will not usually be around me most of the times unlike my friends,but the presence of me being in the house sometimes heal my wound and make me feel right which is being alone without being lonely.so this is wht i could manage to dig about myself,and sometimes random people just dont get it.they wouldnt care about the problems of others and only being hard on doing their duties and jobs.however,i do understand tht me myself also being selfish and didnt have the guts to make a change on being a better person.and this incident really gave me a lesson tht everybody in this world do make mistakes.so either we would be patient and something good will happen or we would be full with hatred and evrthng might messed up.so its really about making the right choice and having the right steps.so insyallah everthng would be alright.and it starts with forgiveness

longgg time no post :)

2011-06-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

hello,

seriously it's been so long

wanted to write a post,but never had a chance.or maybe just lazyy

haha

hm.so many things happened for the past few months in the year 2011

at school,last time i can say that i was kinda busy with all the activities

ohh and currently I am having holiday

not really 'HAVING'.now is the school holiday

the first 3 days of holiday we were staying in kl

and now,Im just sitting home,

watch tv,study,tuition,eat alot,sleep alot ;)

haha

but like wht my sister said,tht sometimes we need to sacrifice.so Im sacrificing my school holiday to study fr spm

insyAllah,it'll be ok :)

really i do have a lot to write

but u know how it works right?when u have too many things in your head,soon everything messed up

so it is happening to me right now :D

btw,i need to do all those workkkk

so let me just put this until heree only

i'll write another post soon :)

insyAllah bfore getting back to school

tata

2010:Life In STF

2010-11-13T18:27:00.000-08:00

2010 give me colours

i had so many experiences this year

been in a boarding school,wow never thought about it before

somehow i lovee it

positively saying,in boarding school i get more busy

so i wont just stay home and do NOTHING

in stf,i had proper timing.i like it

it gives me feeling like somebody,u know

besides,only in stf i get to be closer with my friends

though we had ups and downs,i know i love 'em even just a bit

haha

4B was superb.we had so much fun

when i first got into tht clss,i was nervous

but now i love them no matter wht

they're good in some way

we sang songs,we did our own class competitions,we did zikir in class :) ,we ate alot at night prep,we studied together,we fight,we scream

all are unforgettable memories

good times lovee

next year will be different

i prayed it will be a good start for me next year

next is C6,

my dorm

i am not tht close with my dormates

but i do like it being in my own dorm

i like to 'usha' people,like wht mynodd told me

haha

i like to observe people,

so,many times u will see me looking at people all the time

i always saw the twins in my dorm sibling-fighting with each other and reminds me of me and my sister fighting alot.even form threes love to fight with each other

haha

i saw the form twos and form ones laughing and having fun with each other evrytime

i saw and heard yaa and mynodd gossiping with each other too :D

and i always talking and laughing with shiro at dorm talking about evrything

our dorm was the best dorm i think in blok C :D

haha.because mia jarang complain about C6

so agak bangga la dpt dormates yg best.hee

so i will be remembering all tht

as next year we will be in form fivers blok

i cant imagine wht it'll be next year because we all need to clean our own dorm together

haha

kalau dulu xhabes2 suro jnrs,next year we need to do it ourselves

lets wait and see :P

lovee,

alia amirah 4B/2010,C6

Friends

2010-11-13T18:21:00.000-08:00

okay now i should write something
so tht maybe people wont take me wrongly
haha
last time i posted something about my friend
i know i was like talking shit about her
but actually i had tell her about tht post
she even read tht
she laughed :D
last time i knew i was so mad with her
now i am okay with her.we even get closer now
so people,im not really tht MEAN
and im not tht hypocryte.i will tell someone if i hate her/him
because somehow it will make me feel better when i talk truthfully :)

new haircut

2010-06-06T18:58:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair yesterday!

i am happy with my new haircut :)

lovee it

heee

never

2010-06-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

i never felt wht i feel right now
the happiness of being around friends,
the feeling of being needed

i thank God tht i can feel wht i feel ryte now
because i never thought i can taste the happiness of being a friend
and having friends

but as much as i love my friends,
my family is my whole life;
my heart <33

Forget Forgot

2010-03-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

i forget things easily

i hate it!

can anybody help me?

its annoying you know

i need to study all over again before exam because i frequently forget evrything i've learned

so if i dont study just before exam,i will fail because i cannot remember most of the things!

ugghh :(

when i start to feel mad

2010-02-13T00:25:00.000-08:00

this is for few of my new 'friends'

wehh,kau xpyh la nk buat baek just sbb nk mintk tlg org.pelik2 je lah
kt dorm buat buat baik.bile aku ade dgn kau je kau buat buat baek
pastu bile kt kelas kau pikir kau dh besar sgt pangkat,pastu nk buat2 suare tggi kt aku
sekarang aku dh marah2 kau,tau pulak nk trase
nk buat muke sedih
tlg ah.dh besar pkir sendiri lah
nk main2kn org plak
kau budak baru,aku pun budak baru gk
xyah over bleh?
kau malu kwn ngn aku?ade aku kesah?
aku ade budak lain lah yg IKHLAS nk kwn ngn aku
so kalau xsuke aku,wt care xsuke
bile aku dh marah,aku xpkir dunie
dan mate aku bile dh jeling org,mmg smpi lubuk hati boleh rse jelingan uh
bile aku xtahan aku akan marah,sbb aku xboleh simpan je perasaan marah bile dh kt asrama ni.stress ddk dgn org cm kau
makeseh

life in new home/school

2010-02-12T23:49:00.000-08:00

good / bad ?
fun / bored ?
happy / sad ?
love / hate ?

i still cannot decide what i feel about the new school
but im getting better
i can now face the truth,tht im not at home anymore
i will be around friends for 24/7
for a bout 2 years
i cannot be alone anymore (accept in the shower.hhaha)
and i hate it when i must be around people all the time
but i'll get use to it

many things happened for the past 2 weeks
one thing i will write it here,the school is full of drama
because we are in one place
so there's nothing else to do.except for living a life with drama
haha.when i first came there,and knew bout all the drama,i laughed
its funny

but the other things i will not write it here
its privacy ;D

i cried for the first 5 days nonstop!
it was stressing
but i feel okay now.thnk God :)

my dorm-mates are good
the form 1 and 2 juniors in my dorm are all kind
the form 3 juniors are a bit sombong.but i am used to it.so its nothing lah
the form 4 mates in my dorm are okay.and one of them named alia
so my dorm-mates call me 'ally' or 'kak ally'
because there is already form 4 named alia
i am okay with the name
next,my classmates
first i feel like they dont like us (the new girls)
but after a few days,it turns out to be okay
except for some of the new girls.some of them are getting on my nerves ryte now

that's all for now i think
im having my first exam in the school next week! :'(
im so afraid
i'll try the best
plus,i need to do my homeworks
the hw are 2 times more than when im in sigs
omg
nway,i'll keep in touch with u all
and hope to keep active with fb,ms and blogger
tata love

die!

2010-01-31T06:54:00.001-08:00

im nervous
like seriously shit mann

oh God,help me! :(

im gonna die on the first night sleeping in a boarding school
or faint
or cry
or scream
or getting sick

ughh,i dont know!im speechless
i hate myself
i hate my life?
pleaseee evryone,do come see me there ok?
to chill me out
i've never been in a boarding school before!!!
i wish evryone will come to send me there on tuesday
i wish my sisters and brother are here :'(

lovee ya'll

2010-01-31T05:02:00.000-08:00

;munirah,ng qi xuan,rachel,kong eve lyne,long winnie,vicky,joanne,nithiyah,faralissa,norina,naziha,sara,nyna,shaheeza,ugashini

hppy belated bday to me ;P

thx guys for coming

and also thx to all my friends and classmates for being such good friends through all these years

loveee yall!

so so srry for those i didnt manage to invite

because on first place,i just wanted to do a small and simple party

so if i wanted to throw a party next time,

then i'll invite all of youu.and the important thing is tht i plan it properly!ohh God

i hope it'll be better than yesterday

because i know,ya'll were bored yesterday

srry.it was a last minute plan.i forgot to do games

vry vry srry

hope to see all of you,soon!

and also my primary school's friends.love youu

xoxo,

ALIA

sweet sixteen and farewell party :)

2010-01-20T02:25:00.000-08:00

my birthday is coming!

its already around the corner

so i was just thinking of throwing a party at my house on the 30th i think

my sweet sixteen & farewell party ;D

im so excited

i asked my mom,and she's like over-excited.haha

she wants to invite her bestfriend and all

but i said,old people will be inside.hehe

my sister siti is coming i think

and also my grandparents maybe :)

but my parents were like asking me, "na ade ramai kawan ke nk ajak?"

haha.i did an angry face and said,"ade la"

HAHA lol

im thinking of inviting my form 3 classmates

and when i listed all their names,its like 30 people

my parents said its too many

i will just invite all of them because maybe some of them are not gonna make it to my party

so i anggarkan it will be like 20 people?maybe?

but if all 30 are coming,i think it'll be fun :)

i think i'll not gonna talk so much if there will be so many people

but trust me guys,im hppy inside!

when im hppy,i barely show it

most of times if im hppy,i just smile widely or just showing 'nothing'

but deep down inside i am like "hell yeahhh,baby!woowww" HAHA ;DD

and also if im angry,sometimes i just keep quite,but deep down inside im like, "who the hell do u think you are??" ;P

im so afraid if the party is not gonna turn out to be something i expect it to be

im nervous

but im hoping the best for the party.wish me luck.haha ;)